Andrey Rublev, currently ranked No. 9 in the world, has openly shared his journey through mental health struggles and his evolving relationship with tennis and life. Reflecting on his emotional battles, he admits to having faced a profound low point after Wimbledon last year. Following an unexpected first-round loss, Rublev grappled with feelings of despair and questioned his purpose. His struggles were compounded by anxiety and a sense of inner turmoil that he describes as being on the brink of bipolar tendencies.
Determined to find a way forward, Rublev made significant changes to his approach. He stopped taking antidepressants, which he felt weren’t helping, and sought guidance from fellow Russian and former tennis champion Marat Safin. Conversations with Safin and work with a psychologist helped him gain insight into his emotional state. While he acknowledges he is not yet where he wants to be, Rublev feels he has built a stronger foundation and now experiences less overwhelming anxiety.
Rublev’s perspective on success has also evolved. He dreams of winning a Grand Slam but recognizes that achieving this milestone won’t fundamentally change his happiness. Previously, he believed such an accomplishment would transform his life, but now he views it as a fulfilling goal rather than a source of ultimate contentment. This shift reflects his growing psychological balance, which contrasts sharply with his earlier struggles with on-court rage and self-directed frustration.
Throughout his career, Rublev has been known for his fiery temper, often smashing rackets and even injuring himself during moments of intense emotion. In one incident, he struck his knee repeatedly with his racket during a match, drawing blood. Looking back on these moments, he views them as remnants of a past self, one he no longer identifies with. Understanding his triggers and accepting himself have allowed him to approach his game and life with greater composure.
Rublev has also faced significant physical challenges, including a throat abscess that left him struggling to eat and breathe during a tournament, and emergency surgery for a testicular issue. These health crises reinforced his belief that emotional well-being is closely linked to physical health, motivating him to address underlying issues.
Off the court, Rublev has demonstrated his commitment to making a difference. He launched his own clothing brand, Rublo, with the goal of supporting children with critical illnesses. Although initially focused on using the brand for charity, he later established a foundation to ensure funds directly benefit those in need. His efforts stem from a deep empathy for children facing hardships, a cause that has been close to his heart since his youth.
As Rublev enters the new season, he feels optimistic and excited. With a clearer understanding of himself, he looks forward to seeing how his improved mental health will enhance his performance. Reflecting on his career, he has grown proud of his long-standing presence in the top 10, a feat he once downplayed. Now, he views it as a testament to his resilience and growth.
Looking ahead, Rublev is beginning to embrace thoughts about his future beyond tennis. While uncertain about what the next decade will bring, he is eager to explore possibilities and continue his journey toward self-discovery and fulfillment.
